I really felt strongly that a shift happened in how I relate to myself, and therefore to the collective. I was not aware of how my mistrust of my family and those others that have lived up to my case of mistrust, has informed my day to day relations with myself and everyone I know and meet. It seems clear to me that there is a kindness to me when my awareness is informed by the trust in myself and for those in my world that are trusting.
I had fallen into the trap of letting my perceived experience define how I see the world, and a shift happened in being aware and taking action by allowing my experience at the retreat no matter how much I wanted to stay in isolation. I found that it felt so innate to show myself to you and the group. The trust in myself led the way to be open. So thank you for creating this space.